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A couple months ago I said I was huge. I was not lying. I really have not been this huge in my life. But maybe in others' eyes, I am progressing OK for this pregnancy.

However, I am really gigantic now. I have gained 25+ lbs so far and I don't even know if it's blueberry who is gaining weight or just me.  My belly is really sticky out out - I can still bend down. I just can't see my feet or anything that's covered by the belly when I look down.

And, because some of my views have been blocked by my belly, I lost track of when to mow the lawn.  I could feel it when I shower and it's pretty nasty. I used to remember to mow the lawn every other month but recently I have just forgotten about it. Yes, I have made my appointment to do so. That's also one of the important to-dos before I go to deliver the baby in the hospital. Even though my doctor is female, I don't want her to see anything bushy.

My belly is not perfectly round. Well, I thought a pregnant belly should be in a perfect round shape. My belly button is outties now and when I wear fitted clothes, which is all the time, I can see it sticking out, like how my nipples stick out. I just tell myself it's natural regardless how people look at me walking on the street.

Some people are amazed by how I go to the gym every day. But I also know when to rest and not do anything. I have to say, I love how I carry on my workout routine. I am still doing squats and dead lifts which help prevent any back issue that could have happened during pregnancy. All my work stress did reflect on my body but usually a pre-natal massage can relief it. The place I go to is called Magic Hand. How cheesy.

UES moms and pregnant women do show how they feel they are entitled. Sometimes they crack me up y complaining about things. I swear I will not become one of them. They also congregate at street corners, pushing the strollers with a cup of Starbucks coffee, chatting up with other ladies.

Unfortunately, I don't belong to any mommy group. Maybe I should join and make friends and talk about babies.

I want to apologize to all my friends who I have been recently. I apologize for talking too much about me and my pregnancy. I used to promise myself I will not talk about my pregnancy when I am pregnant at any social occasion, because, if I were other people, I wouldn't want to hear about it. Again, I slightly became one of those ladies. I'll change.

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DearJulie